deconstruct yourself

Although my mind had put me to a sudden state of being awake, my eyes were groggy. I looked at my mobile phone to see the time (fuck! the piercing brightness! I forgot to lower it before I went to bed), it was 12:57 at night. I had to write about what was going on in my head, it’s been long since I’ve written like this. I love nights, they are good time to write, and if it were realistically possible, I would take night on a romantic date and treat it to a good dinner, and then return back to the comforts of our home and be awake all night with her.

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Naoko, Reiko, and Midori

How many times have you heard one of your seasoned-reader friends describe you a particular book they absolutely love and how often they reread it? While I keep listening to what my friends have to say more about their loved book, almost feebly my mind wanders to this thought: what is the book that I would read once again? So far, I’ve always drawn blank to this question, until today. Minutes after completing Murakami’s ‘Norwegian Wood’, I had this feeling that if there was a book I would like to read once again, it’d be this book. I am not sure, if and when I’ll read it once again, but I have never felt this way (and with so much certainty) about any other book before. It almost feels as though I am talking about a girl I’ve fallen in love with instead of a book (and I don’t intend to shy away from expressing that).

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the poster was fucking clever!

After walking up and down the length of the street twice, I finally decided to sit down and have some food. I was hungry but didn’t want to have something heavy, so I went to this joint on the street and ordered one Irani chai and a toasted paneer sandwich. I love this street. I decided to sit on the bench outside rather than inside and deliberately faced towards the street. I was happy about the fact that I was sitting here all alone. Me, my thoughts, and this street (oh, and some nice breeze, and a warm Irani chai).

The poster outside and across the benches in front of Chaipoint on the Church Street, Bengaluru.
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love in the time of corona

Yes, I did think of that title all on my own and then dawned a slow realisation that it is awfully close to the name of famous novel authored by Gabriel García Márquez. So, at this point I am confused – should I commend my conscious mind for coming up with it or should I reprimand my subconscious for leaving me susceptible to a legal battle in an imaginary world where this article would have been a romantic novel (and famous). As a point of caution, I explicitly state that I have never read that book and any resemblance is merely inadvertent – just as it is for the title.

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Old Media vs New World

It has become a very common sight to tune to a prime-time television news channel and hear perhaps 10 (yes 10!) people in small tiles shouting at each other while a glossy, eye-catching hashtags or phrases keep pinging the depths of your retina. These debates that do not allow any side to present their points well and are in no way designed to serve audiences something meaningful are a new normal in India. But what is happening here? And how has this trend become acceptable to us? More importantly, is there a way out?

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be alone

It’s really cold out there. About few minutes back I had myself tucked inside a cosy blanket. It’s roughly about half past midnight and I have dragged myself from under the blanket in order to come and sit in front of my laptop to write about this. But why do that?

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Dear Love,

Permual Malai Peak at Kodaikanal.

Curious reader – this article is a rather spontaneous one and I have decided not to polish the final piece before it is presented, please proceed with caution, the words and ideas herein can be tumultuous and haphazard for few of you or articulate and deeply resounding with the other few.

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tale of an Airport

I’ve seen heartfelt kisses. I’ve seen sincere prayers. I’ve witnessed tears in the eyes of mother on son’s departure. I’ve seen yearning in the eyes of wife on her husband’s arrival. A lot of people work for me. There are people who run machines to scrub the floors. There are also people who tame the sky by manipulating a massive flying machine at a push of button. I’ve known some who went far away from their motherland to earn success and came back doing so. I also know people who failed to do so and returned home even broke.

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